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now playing promise
artist matchbook romance
mood apathetic
"i fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you"
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quite some time since i've updated. i haven't had the time to, life's not quite the same as before since school started. i've been coming home late for the past few days, earliest 9, latest 11. and to add on to that, insomnia hasn't lose it's foothold on me - much. i'm still having trouble getting a shut-eye every now and then, but since school has an innate ability to tire me out more than holidays can, i still manage to get sleep. but it's barely enough for a growing, small boy like me.
school has been very kind to me, and i realise the environment isn't very much different from secondary/junior college. only with a few more extra hectares put in. & i'm happy that quite a few ex classmates/schoolmates are in the same school as i am now, it makes walking around campus less fearful. this has taught me that it wasn't familiarity that i was adhered to that caused the initial fear of school. or rather, wasn't JUST familiarity. i was too caught up with my old life, and i wasn't sure if i could open up to a new phase. i tried so hard to ignore the fact that i'm growing up. but i know better now,
quote; "...sometimes you have to move out to move on"quote
sometimes a person can rely on things they are more adapted to for emotional needs, not able to find acceptance in things outside of their comfort zone.
just a little juicy bit in my mind that i thought outta be fed to my blog since i haven't touched it for quite sometime. perhaps we should move on to a happier note.
i'm having lunch, and getting ready for work(tuition) which'll commence in 'bout an hour. after after that, volleyball tryout. and i pray i'll get a good sleep tonight. Amen to that.
12:28 PM
