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Wednesday, April 05, 2006 |
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now playing starcrossed
artist ash
mood emo
"when your faith turns to despair;"
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it's 12.33am in the wee hours of the early morning
and i can't sleep.
i have yet to come up with any good reasons as to why so
maybe it's because i woke up at 4pm today;
or maybe it's because i'm hungry
either way seems possible.
& the result of sleepless nights are overactive brain jubbies;
which leads to random postings.
mix that with an (ex)avid blogger
& you'll get a great, big giant entry about abso-fucking-lutely nothing
thank you. it took me 30minutes to get here.
i realise i can only blog in specific conditions and positions;
like i can only type when a song's playing.
& when my hands are comfortable,
with the air-conditioning on -
and when i'm feeling all warm and fuzzy.
anything remotely away from that & you get rubbish.
in this sudden outburst of emo crap,
i'm finding that i'm missing a lot of my old times.
people who shared most of them with me are either gone,
or they just can't be bothered with me no more.
that makes me a sad panda =but i'm glad a couple of them stayed behind,
a few days back at Starbucks with two of my good friends,
we were talking about friends,
i was striked with a question:
"so derek, let's say you're feeling really down in the middle of the night, who'd be the people you think of calling"
it was a simple question,
but powerful enough to hit me right in the face.
looking at where i'm standing now,
i'm glad i still have a few people i can really call friends.
"i think i was close to a few people at different point of times, but they seem to all last rather short - and frankly pointless"
this has been a really random post
12:32 AM
