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artist evan and jaron
mood happy
"i'm not ashamed; that i can't take a breath without saying your name"
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i give up, i'm not gonna be bothered about my damn wallet. whats the point in getting all pissy over this issue, i figured. i've got other major stuffs to worry about, stuffs like ICA which is coming soon. i haven't been at all studying, or paying attention in class. it's not because i'm distracted by something else - okay fine maybe just a little -, it's because i'm clueless about what's going on. It's like, i swear everytime i step into Econs lecture, i feel like i'm stepping into hongkong. i know what he's talking about, i just don't understand - yes just like chinese. screw econs, and screw chinese.
now where did that come from? chinese is hella-random.
the journey to kallang sea-sports place was pretty long, but insightful. along the way, under the bridge, i couldn't help but notice the many different homeless people lying asleep on cardboxes, or just plain concrete floor. it wasn't at all fun to see them suffering, i realised my life isn't at all that bad. not at all. when i grow up, i'll donate money to save-people-who-lives-under-the-bridge foundation and be a charitable business man =D although they'd probably use the money and like buy cigarettes or something, so it's not really helping.
& that wasn't the point of this post, i ramble too much for my own good, y'know? sea training was pretty fun, and i do mean the whole thing. even the statics was pretty good, i mean how many other ways can we have fun with friends and/while not become a fat, belly-bulging nehnehpok in school whom all the girls keep at least a radius of 10metres away from. we didn't do much canoe-ing yet, only like for an hour or something because it was supposed to be a fun training, for our first sea-training. i don't know what's that about, but it was cool because some friendships were forged and i hope it'll stay that way. & i hope i'll be good at canoeing after more trainings because i don't wanna be a bench warmer - if they even have benches, but i trust you guys are smart enough to know what i mean. if you don't, well, God loves you still.
i hate people who does and checks their hair before peeing, in the public toilet. i have a very good reason for that, but i'm not gonna tell you because i'm shy.
chris's birthday celebration - again, happy birthday bro - my only guy friend in class whose in canoeing with me
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