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now playing remember to breathe
artist dashboard confessional
mood fuckinglousy
"remember to breathe; & everything, would be okay"
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i'm feeling lousy, so damn mighty lousy. i lost my wallet, and along with it my UOB and POSB atms, 50+ bucks, Identification Card, & my NYP student admin card. it's not very fun, and to go about the whole process of getting back every item's fucking tedious - except for the cash because i can forget about it. i feel so genuinely lousy, i feel stranded without my ez-link because i can't get around with ease, and i feel broke because i don't have any cash with me right now. everything's locked up in the bank, and my only access to it's gone too.
IC costs 100fuckingbucks if you lose it once, it's definately not a small sum for me, or anybody else.
my only hope is that if, God Please Forbid, anyone did take my wallet, at least have enough courtesy to return my cards. or better yet, let God blind everyone on bus 13 and have the bus drivers at the SBS station pick up my wallet and return my fucking phone call. i'm half expecting my phone to ring, adhered with an unknown number, i pick up and a comforting voice says:
"'scuse me, is this Mr Derek Cai? yes, we found your wallet, could you make your way down to [whatever place] station and collect it?"
YES FUCK YES I WILL!. i'm dreaming my life away. =\ okay i shall stop whining, i've beaten myself up quite awhile already.
kayaking/canoeing training was not that intensive, although i left with wobbly legs and aching arms, but it was great. we've been called down for sea training on saturday, and i'm damn happy because. well, just because. =] finally, my skin gets to meet mr sun again, after such a long time. damn long time. this i'm happy about because training/selection on wednesday has left me rather satisfied with myself, i feel accomplished. but the stinking wallet incident had to come mess with my mind. where's my damn brocolli? >.<
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS.
i shall wallow in self-pity again, have heart and cry over my demise - if you're my friend. s'long.
12:43 AM
