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now playing christmas lights
artist daphne loves derby
mood fucked
"the snow outside means nothing when you're gone"
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meet my very hot female friend, mona lisa jr. i'm sorry, she's taken.
school has started, and everything has turned mundane once again. all the early mornings, all the boring school lectures and tutorials, all the work, all the weariness, all the lack of time, all the GROUCH. i'm not going to pretend that the only thing i'm still going to school for is because i have to, & because i have friends - but 5 more weeks of school seems like a really really long span. it's only the weekends that i'm looking forward to, albeit having to wake up early on saturday for training - it beats waking up to study, like 1000000 times better. i feel like a sloth, although someone already has beaten me to that throne, of whom's name i shall keep a secret to protect the innocent. so back to the sloth part, i skipped training today, and now i feel so remorseful. well done well done.
the first week of school was tiring, i have no idea why. i think it's because i've been so used to sleeping late, and my body's not adapted to this not-so whole new lifestyle, uhm, again. i need more sleep, and more holidays. tuesdays to friday will kill me, indefinately. no doubt about that. i and i'll feel pathetic, but it'll only last for so long - i hope, it'll just seem like drowning in endless, slow-paced time, trying to hang on to anything that'll keep my mind off wandering. i wonder alot, especially when i'm alone, and when time is on my side. if i could nickname myself, i would call myself Wonder Man - but that'll probably have a better effect if i'm a girl, because then i'll be Wonder Woman.
i have a strange feeling the underwear gnomes's not just a folklore, because my clothes are disappearing. My tennis jersey, and one other t-shirt has gone missing, and it has baffled both me and the mother - who blames me for misplacing it. why the hell would i misplace my own shirts, WHERE THE HELL CAN I MISPLACE THEM?
it's been two weeks since
you left from this town
three more days then
you'll be home to save me
from this winter chill
christmas lights in different
shades of blue
i looked so pale
i feel so sick
to not be here with you
just tell me that
you miss me too
youve been gone for too long
please tell me everything about your stay
swear i'll listen to the end
even if you dont make sense now
december never was this dull before
ill wait for your return
just tell me youll return
and i
need you to be back home with me now
the snow outside means nothing when you're gone
everything i needed is in you
so please come back
& i can totally relate to this song now. dyad.
10:57 PM
