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about a week since i've updated this blog, & update now i shall. actually, i pretty much have no life. it's always school, training, more school, and more training. wait, i actually do have a life - but i gave it away. so all that i'm living for now is you. really, for many clueless readers (if there are any) who had been consistently reading my posts - and were desperately trying to figure out what i was talking about, those subtle hints - i'm no longer single. if you weren't clever enough to find that out by yourself, this is one big hint. if you still don't get what i mean, you should kill yourself and end your own misery because, well... just because.
i don't think i'm quite cut out to be a hardworking boy. because i think i'm not just lazy, but i'm also a procrastinator. and this combination not only proves fatal to my work, but it also does to my sleep. because staying up late to study can be really tiring, time consuming, and money-draining.
tiring because, isn't it obvious? you dimwit.
time consuming, because when the sun goes down, my eyes can hardly keep itself open, so i need extra time to absorb the amount of information i can as oppose to day time.
money consuming, because i need food when i study. no food, no study. it's that simple.
so by being un-hardworking, and lazy, and a procrastinator, i have to wonder how i got so far. perhaps, i'm just too clever =]
i miss you, Eugenia.
12:33 PM
