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Thursday, September 21, 2006 |
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now playing| come winter
artist| daphne loves derby
mood| crappy
"breathe in all of the ashes of my mistakes"
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i'll dream of the past and wish that i was there
i'm burning the letters of days gone by
but I'm scared that my heart will regret all the things that I've done
Breathe in all of the ashes of my mistakes
so no one will notice you're falling too short of your breath
I've wasted more time dreaming than living
I've wasted more time dreaming.
I'll be there, I'll be there
So cherish these days, enjoy every breath like it will be
the last of your life
Never look back, and never look back
Because you won't forget why you cried.
i have every intention to blog so early in the morning, & i'm not crazy either. it's 5 in the morning and we had a hard time waking MHY up. i'm as hungry as a bull on a 500years diet, and all i can consume now is a gigantic, big sucking hole of nothingness. no i will not spare you the dramatics, & yes i can be pretty drama sometimes, what? can't i?
& if you think that's bad, you should only be here.
my girlfriend's away for 3days & we haven't been talking much. it's almost killed me, just as well. i miss Eugenia like crazy, & i'm this close to attempting suicide. NAH of course not, but i might as well. i'm pathetic i know, but it feels like i can't live a day/or two without her. yes i can get pretty emo sometimes too.
let's see, what have we learnt today. derek can be pretty drama, and emo, and he's like a bull on a strict, sucking-hole diet. now i shall cease to blog anymore because i'm not used to damien's keyboard and i'm getting pretty annoyed with always punching in the wrong alphabet keys.
FAREWELL, AND HELLO EUGENIA, PLEASE COME BACK SOON. =[
5:47 AM
