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Friday, September 15, 2006 |
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now playing| let that be enough
artist| switchfoot + JOC
mood| poo
"let me know that you love me, let that be enough"
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wish i had what i needed
to be on my own
'cause i feel so defeated
& i'm feeling alone
all i see
it could never make me happy
& all my sandcastles spend their time collapsing
i'm a plane in the sunset
with nowhere to land
i got my results, it's not as bad as i thought it would be, but it's not a result anyone would be happy with. all i am relieved about is not having to retake any modules/supplementary paper.
this week flew by all so fast, i didn't even have the time to TAKE the time to let all the magic sink in, all i wanted to do was keep you by my side.
school holidays seems so long before it started, and now that i'm right smack in the middle of the vacation, it doesn't seem as long anymore. nothing i can do about it, no? aha.
i know jealousy can be a be really ugly, ugly thing. but i didn't know it could stoop to such a low level, to fear what you fear so much until you try to take control. nevertheless, fearing what you don't understand shouldn't be the fuel of your solution - i understand where you're coming from, but i don't understand your actions. you baffle me, y'know?
& if you attempt again to spoil what was originally wonderful, i will hunt you down.
AND on a happier note, Eugenia said yes. if you don't understand what yes means, you could either scroll down two entries before, or you could just ignore this line. i couldn't be happier =] although i am gonna miss you the next two weeks.
3:16 PM
