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now playing| demolition lover
artist| my chemical romance
mood| sick
"i'd end my days with you, in a hail of bullets"
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i'm trying,
to show you just how much you mean to me
as snow falls on desert skies
until the end of everything
as days fade, and nights grow
& we grow cold
but this time, we'll show them
we'll show them all how much we mean
i will drive on to the end with you
i haven't been touching this site for a long time, only because i haven't been free enough to blog. but then again, what's there to blog about. life's mundane & i doubt everyone of our lives really differs that much. i'm not sure if anybody really does read my blog, but i'm glad a few handful does. take for example, when i don't sound very happy with the usage of my words - they'd know and they'd come to me and help me through it. i've came to a conclusion, blog's aren't meant for us to share our everyday lives - they're meant for us to share our joys & bitterness with friends that really do care.
the water sports camp has came and gone & i'm feeling the pinch already. i miss the nights where we'd hangout & complain about the haze, knowing well that it wouldn't help much though. i miss Dragon Boating, & the amount of fun we had as a team, as groups, as juniors and seniors. i never will regret my decision, in joining Canoeing, it's not about the name or fame, it's about the friendship forged and made.
upon my return home, i realised my brother had spoilt my laptop. apparently his friends came over and decided his desktop wasn't enough to fulfil their gaming desires, so they took my laptop without my permission, downloaded MAPLE STORY and played to thei hearts content - and it ultimately caused the demise of my laptop screen. now the colors are jacked, and i can't watch any videos anymore.
my anger was beyond recognition, but i kept my cool and didn't do anything - only because i know my mom wouldn't be very happy either if i do quarrel with my brother. BUT then again, i doubt he'd reply me, he doesn't talk much. he didn't apologise. i'll get over it soon, let me whine for awhile.
i just got home from training, & i don't think i have anymore energy to pen anything else down. my arms are falling apart, my head is throbbing from the feverish headache, and i just wanna eat a whole turkey.
11:32 PM
