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Thursday, January 18, 2007 |
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now playing| ice kachang
artist| kopi kat klan
mood| smitten
"so i didn't eat, use my little wit, to write this little bit"
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[edit]oh God my virgin eyes has been de-virginized![/edit]
you are my ice kachang
in this tropical heat
you are my favourite desert
so inviting; so sweet
would you like to bobo chacha,
come along and dance with me
for you are my love
my one atachi -
someone i like to eat
i feel bad, because right as i'm typing these words, a lecture i'm supposed to be attending would start, one in which i have no intention of going - pah.
everything seems so new suddenly, just a few days (or perhaps weeks) before, i could still remember complaining about the very routined life i lead. then just 4days before present, everything i've believed to be boring changed. hah! you must be thinking it's just "for the moment", and i won't say it's not true either. but it's different when you're in it. No?
after everything i've gone through (which isn't much actually considering i'm only 18), i thought perhaps people just come and go, & it used to be painful that no one stays, but i got over that a long time ago. it just didn't seem worth it, so i thought, since people do come and go, why bother entertaining them? & so i got down to make a list of stuff i'd rather do. I wanted to concentrate on canoeing, and studying, and not neglect friends whom i've distant from.
OH, but what i want to do now is SO different. not exactly different, i still wanna canoe well, and study well (DUH?). it's just probably additional. i'll wake up in the morning, everyday, look into the mirror and say:
"derek. i love you"
well i do!
so now i'm only interested in having dinner with Cheryl at fish and co. and our holland V date.
10:29 AM
