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now playing| cinderella story
artist| plain white T's
mood| better
"well it's just another one of those days"
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i'll be true, i'll be useful,
i'll be your cavalier; i'll be yours my dear;
& i'll belong to you if you just let me through
this is easy as lovers go
this is wonderful as loving goes - this is tailor made
& i said,
"i gotta be honest, i've been waiting for you all of my life"
so are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?
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so much has happened over the pass few days, the excitement, the nervousness all picking up speed, and then all in a day, everything we've worked so hard for finally paid off - i believe we all did NYP Kayaking proud, one way or another. Medal holders, or not. Because we demonstrated the perseverance so needed to carry on, and we motivated each other through and throughout the race, that, in itself, is more valuable than all the gold, silver and bronze medal all put together if you ask me. there are winners, and there are winners. those who won medals, Congratualations, but let's not forget we've also won each other over. i doubt i'd be able to find any other team mates i'd be able to work with and train with across the face of this planet - sure it sounds cliche, but it's true.
isn't this so much better than a medal?
on a lighter note, exams are coming, projects are piling up and it's time to take these into a higher level of control since race is behind me now, of course i'll still train hard, but i'd have better put in more effort in school work, because without a place in NYP, i'd be a camel in north pole. cold, and lost, and shrivelled. LOL. -points-
i've never been happier after so long. after ending a once-beautiful relationship, all that i had taken out of it were memories that still burns a little if brought up. & there was the moving on that was difficult also, because like it or not, your past always, always catches up with you - this never ceases to amaze me. but i did, i moved on, and am in a better place now.
i'd complain, and whine, and sulk the whole day but i know very well, at the end of the day, i'd see your smiling face and everythingi'll be okay. all the little things, all the big things (penned at knifepoint), all of this and all of that - all my Everglow, in you.
8:47 PM
