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Monday, February 26, 2007 |
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now playing| something beautiful
artist| cauterize
mood| hungry
"& that you needed a change, you left without good-bye "
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scream or a cry
the truth or a lie
i'm not sure they will save us this time
i don't wanna be around
when it all comes down
to watch something beautiful die
you said the only way is to run away
you're sick of me so you just can't
stick around to hear me pleading
i'm pleading
does it show; i'm pathetic i know
i just can't stand here watch you go
i'm running after you
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i've gone through my first paper, & it wasn't as bad as i thought i'd be thank God. i'm gonna be sitting for 3 more papers this week, and afterwhich i'll be free. though i'm not so sure i'll be able to get pass tuesday swimmingly. accounts, numbers, math, they were never my trump cards - but i guess i'll just have to play around with luck and WITS. =] i have Jeslin to thank for that, my miracle tutor.
i can't wait for tuesday's paper to pass on over, and wednesday coz i finally can rest a day without studying. Microeconomic's not all that difficult to study, like management. It's a whole lot of words, and graphs, and comprehension - but i think i'm just telling myself this just so i can feel more at ease.
weekends just got through, and i feel pretty bad 'coz i didn't spend most of it studying for papers. but it wasn't at all wasted, lah!.
my ATM card got sucked into that damn machine because i wasn't fast enough. actually it was 'coz i was too engrossed with the number on the receipt. all the CNY money just makes my heart skip each time i see the amount. so i was really careful, counting and checking my wallet to see if i missed out any notes, and then i realised i left the card in that slot-thing. i reached out, but before my finger came even close to contact, it slided into oblivion.
NO MORE MONEY FOR YOU, DEREK. =[ so now, i have money, but i can't access it. and i haven't got time to visit the bank to make a new card because i have exams. but it's kinda like an insurance, i know i won't be spending it?
AS LONG AS I'M WITH YOU, BABY =]
12:15 AM
